30 May, 2010

Sean 5-30-2010

30 May, 2010
"I'm on a soccer field playing 3 V 3 or something small like that. I remember Kobe Bryant being on my team and a long time friend I used to play soccer with too. Mr friend quit the team before we started playing because he didn't like Kobe. I don't like him either but I try to convince my friend to keep playing. I remember a couple false starts to the game but eventually I think we had to give up. A man I don't really like in real life then came over and gave me a whistle necklace. It took me some time to figure out what it was. He said he thought I did a good job and I should keep trying/"

Overall pretty boring dream. The world wasn't ending, there were no dinosaurs, and I still haven't used a lightsaber in a dream I remember.

~ Sean Oliver
(Jason)

29 May, 2010

Sean 5/29/10

29 May, 2010
"I was in a tall building at ASU when I looked out the window and saw a plane flying towards another tall building. It dropped a bomb and everyone started panicking. I run outside and see another plane drop another bomb on a building. I see Danny and we are both rather calm, not that it isn't terrifying, just that we knew we couldn't run like mad people like everyone else."

That's all that I wrote down this morning. I also vaguely remember a small moment of almost Lucidity. Very real dream.

Danny was once again working in my room while I slept and after I woke up he asked about my dream. For the second time I was attempting to verbally say something. Before I explained the dream to Danny he said he sounded like I tried to scream "Nooo!" Which would make sense considering a bunch of people just died at the hands of bombs.

Fucked up dreams man.

-Sean
(Jason)

22 May, 2010

May 19th, 2010

22 May, 2010
I didn't have a dream that night because I was drunk.

~ Sean Oliver
(Jason)

16 May, 2010

Sunday, May 16th 2010

16 May, 2010
"I slept in really late today. I woke up at 3:33 AM got a drink went back to bed. And again around 10 am. The last dream I had took place between then and 4:00 pm. There is a lot of commotion going on. People running. There is a big screen in front of me that is blue. It's not really in front of me, it is hanging above everybody. I am standing still trying to build electric energy in my hands and body. I stand there a long time doing this. I don't remember if I ever shot the energy or not."

I waited a little longer then I would have liked to write down this dream so most of it is lost for now. I vaguely remember shooting energy at a person entirely made of gold, but I don't know why.

It's strange that I slept so late today because I went to bed at a reasonable time last night for the first time in a long time. I feel as though the charging up in my dream hopefully signifies something in my waking life. I just hope I have to shoot lighting at something in the future.

~ Sean Oliver
(Jason)

15 May, 2010

Saturday, May 15th 2010

15 May, 2010
"I'm standing in front of my computer while Danny is sitting in a chair next to me on his computer. We are talking about something.

Suddenly Danny looks past me and sees something. I too look and an overwhelming sense of fear overtakes me. I know something is right behind the doorway.

Danny and I are frozen with fear. Out of no where a small creature runs through the door, past the couch, and into the bathroom in my room. I know it isn't anything I've seen. The level of terror is increased. But we are still VERY interested in it. We aren't willing to run or try to kill it. I don't remember much more after that."

This was one of the most realistic dreams I've had in a very long time. The honest sense of fear and terror at the unknown was so deep within me.

Last night I went to sleep in my closet while Danny continued working in my room. This morning he let me know that around 4:00 AM for about half an hour I started moaning in my sleep. Not in a sexual manner. I can confirm that I had the dream earlier in the day rather than later because I woke up a few times this morning. So although I can't 100% say that I was having the alien dream during the 4:00 moaning session, I find it very likely they are related.

To bring physical speech back from the dream world while unconscious would suggest something is happening that goes beyond a normal dream. Your brain is bluring the lines between dream and reality and increasing your willfull suspension of disbelief. Almost to a point of Lucidity, but never recognizing the dream, only the plot.

This was a very powerful dream for me since it contained an emotion I have rarely experienced while awake. I am very thankful to have had Danny there to relay the story of my sleep rambling and I look forward perhaps more potent dreams.

~ Sean Oliver
(Jason)