Sean (Jason) Dream - October 9th 2011

So I had a dream last night where I was hiding from Voldemort. I was waking people up from being tricked into following him. For some reason I had to run through a large group of people to get somewhere and Bellatrix grabbed me and took me to Voldemort. He then tried to cut me with a knife but I pushed his hand away with my foot. Danny was standing there with Ryan (Trombone player from Captain Squeegee) and Voldemort told Danny to cut my throat. Danny lazily tried to but failed. So then Ryan started slowly pushing a large kitchen knife into my heart. I just kept saying "ow ow ow ow"

Sean (Jason) Dream - October 1st 2011

             Pretty intense dream last night. I was in a my Grandfather's house in Oregon with a bunch of friends, I only remember one person specifically though. The mood was very low and something had clearly happened. For whatever reason everybody was killing themselves and we were all supposed to, or at least believed we had to.   There was a sense that there really wasn't any other choice and we had pretty much resigned ourselves to this face.
          There was a large pile of guns in the corner but no bullets to use with them. I went outside and decided to lay down in the bed of a truck. I knew that my friend was going to drive it off a cliff and die that way. He came out and told me that he wanted to do this alone and asked if I would leave. I was okay with this and understood so I went back inside. I pondered trying to hang myself and cutting but neither seemed appropriate. I wandered into a the living room and saw a boy and a girl. They had "suicide pills" and offered to give me one. I thanked them and took the pill. I tried to swallow it but had a hard time, a third person then walked in but I can't remember who. I was choking while trying to swallow the pill when I woke up.
    The most unsettling part is that when I woke up I had that strange bubble feeling in my throat I sometimes get  when trying to swallow pills. I'm not really concerned with all the suicide as I know I am in my right mind. I simply find it rather interesting. It was certainty a unique experience.

Sean
(Jason)